I don't know how to get through to him. I just... Why doesn't he realize he doesn't HAVE to make mistakes? It's not the only way and... Dammit,just thinking about what he did makes me SO unreasonably angry, I don't feel like I can be calm even though I try so hard to. He's not incapable of being good. He knows how to love someone, how to care and want to protect what's important. I can see this! But then he just twists it up all wrong and I don't know why. It's just all so wrong.
I never said I could help and I won't apologize for what I saw. That's just the way it is and I'm only sorry he couldn't comprehend that."
Lien's usually pretty neutral even with people she gets annoyed with or highly dislikes, but Kiriko... Gah. She wasn't really happy when she found out what he did to Polly and even less happy when she could read that momentary thought about hurting her. Being in contact with him is bringing out her offensive/defensive side that lashes out when in danger. And let's just say she... Can be brutal when forced to. Which hopefully will not come to pass ahaha. She doesn't want to hate him, but it's hard.
[6-19-2011]
"Ugh.
I don't know how to get through to him. I just... Why doesn't he realize he doesn't HAVE to make mistakes? It's not the only way and... Dammit,just thinking about what he did makes me SO unreasonably angry, I don't feel like I can be calm even though I try so hard to. He's not incapable of being good. He knows how to love someone, how to care and want to protect what's important. I can see this! But then he just twists it up all wrong and I don't know why. It's just all so wrong.
I never said I could help and I won't apologize for what I saw. That's just the way it is and I'm only sorry he couldn't comprehend that."
Lien's usually pretty neutral even with people she gets annoyed with or highly dislikes, but Kiriko... Gah. She wasn't really happy when she found out what he did to Polly and even less happy when she could read that momentary thought about hurting her. Being in contact with him is bringing out her offensive/defensive side that lashes out when in danger. And let's just say she... Can be brutal when forced to. Which hopefully will not come to pass ahaha. She doesn't want to hate him, but it's hard.